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So I made it to da hood. Two hours into my stay I got called a whore because 2 staff members bought me ice cream after dinner. Not my fault you guys bailed on me and they asked me to sit with them. Then fell in love with me. I'm so glad I don't live with girls, in a sorority, work with girls, or care :D Jealousy at it's finest.

But Andy Wright is here. He sat in front of me in lecture today. I could have touched him. Ho. Ly. Shit. I'm going to pretend not to know how to work profotos so he can teach me...

Now off to the bars, solo. We'll see how this goes...

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Did a product shoot with Brian and Andy the other day for the mag. I love shooting in the studio. Got another morph, have to perfect this one. flawless. I need this. I hate how people can't leave their personal lives at the door/girlfriend's opinions then it affects the work you get to do. Grow up. I came as a photo intern. I'm doing photo stuff anyways. Fuck it.

High Cascase tomorrow! I'm so nervous. So much boy..:D. But this is a make or break opportunity for me. Thank God for Xanax. I'm so scared. Woo snowboarding in 80 degree heat. My skin will look glorious upon my return. Rockin'.

Went to Shaun's graduation party yesterday, so fun. Then back to Oceanside with Omahr and James, then to Miles' house, then back to Omahr's.

Went to help Mimi with a shoot at John's today. He lives in a rain forest in Anaheim. I dig.

I can do this.

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Saw Vinny last nigth for the first time in exactly three months. He ran away to Creek so I went and we laid on the lifeguard tower and looked at the very little stars. Then I refused to let him sleep on the beach so I took him home for a sleepover.

Today at work was the first time I was able to shoot at work in a while. I shot some stuff for the new website. I started at 930 and ended up losing track of time and thought it was only 11 or so when it was really 230. I want to go shoot. Now.

In other news I have enrolled in LACC. Not that I'll go or anything, I just need to claim school for my medical insurance to work. But maybe I will go and lover it. I have also been playing with the idea of moving to Seattle after my internship. I just feel like I want to start over, for the 3rd time this year. I need a change, and a drastic one. Unless I can stay at Snowboarder the rest of my life...

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"I'm trying to one up myself and get you VIP for hard. I just want to see if I can do it."

:D

what is your objective?

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I want to move. After seeing Molly this week I want to move to Seattle. I think I'd like it there, it'd just be time to grow up. I really don't want to go back to school and I think i'll just take my time through school.

high cascade next week (:

today was goood.

I didn't go to matinee :(

I survived Xanax withdrawls !

:D

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So these past few weeks have been the best. I never thought I could form a tight group of friends so quickly, and although I will always have anxiety of people liking/not liking me or just self concious about weather people want me around or not I'm starting to feel comfortable. I just hope I can take a hint if needed. Staying up for 3 days straight, crashing every day at 5 when i get home from work during the week, sleeping until 7pm, waking for the night. I currently love nightLIFE.

But then there's the real OC, where my group of friends are totally different. I feel like I'm two different people, but I don't feel as if I'm being fake. I have my weekend friends who don't sleep with me, party non stop, then the during the week people, smoking weed, going swimming and keeping it mellow. I like how I can easily fit into both categories.

Starbucks boy knows my name (:

I have a product photo published in the next issue of Snowboarder and a few edits.

Going to High Cascade on the 28th :D

Lunch was fun today, oh let's all grill Meghan about Mammoth and everyone she knows. Jello shots, then they gave us jello shots for the road...I love my "job"

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"I like Drugs."
"I like Dogs?"
"Basically I just think we like everything that starts with D"
"Daisy's"
"Dancing"
"Driving"
"Dudes"
"Diabetes"
"ummm shit..."


".......I don't know about you guys but I like Double Dropping."

I live for Omahr's one liners that destroy James and I.


Went and saw Steve Aoki on Tuesday, James and I were on the guest list but Dance reached maximum capacity and they were letting people that actually pay to get into dance (who would do such a thing?) in before us. But we got in, and no one behind us after waiting for like 45 minutes. Found Crystal and Omahr, who was on stage of course, then danced by myself, got some pictures taken, and played. Seww fun. Went to work yesterday and asked to actually do photo stuff again, I just wish I got the memo that my stuff was not up to par instead of having a panic attack then asking.

"Hey is this the hot girl that sells weed?"
Best phone call I have ever received.

Skateboard shoot tonight with Madison and Brandon at the harbor. I get a new licence tomorrow, and I think that was the last major thing I needed to replace after my purse got stolen. Although it would be nice to have that 1/2 o and money and ipod back...and that 100 xanax. FML. K I'm over it. Now to get barred and to make a flawless morph. TAKE THAT SNOWBOARDER.

So excited for High Cascade. Now that I know someone else thats's going that I don't work for (: