i'm not in LA bitch

So my parent's haven't wanted me to move to LA. I would just rather be there than here, I like living alone, by school so I can use the darkroom, easier to go to clubs and more job opportunities. Even though it would only be for a few months. Yesterday my dad told me he'll build me a darkroom in the garage for the next month and I could stop school and move to Salt Lake or Tahoe sooner. I think I chose Salt Lake. We'll see. But anyways I get my enlarger tomorrow and have all of my film developing stuff already. yeeeee.

Going to see Carson and Adam's band play tonight with Spencer's. I think I already lost my ticket.

My head hurts.

Cole drank some of my contrasted smoothie this morning. One sip I did not have to take (:

I made potstickers last night cause it has been so long since I was mommy Meghan.

I'm gonna go drink my second smoothie. or, vanilla glue.

Nocturnal tomorrow! I don't think I'm excited. I've gotta work on that.

gold motha fuckin daytons

So, yeah. HDHR was fun. Ate a lot, sugar daddy hunted and took horrible photos, but I looked at a few of my film shots and they wern't bad.. But it was a good Meghan Mimi James super friendship day :D. But now the question remains...Tahoe or Salt Lake? I'm leaning towards both. I move to LA in 7 days! I fucking hate LA. But closer to the darkroom...

I made a friend or 5 at school this week. One's white...WHITE POWER. keepin' it pastey at LACC. And he played Harvest Moon...yeah I know.

Went with Jake to the store today to see if the lady would let him buy beer cause he turns 21 on Sunday, and she did! Well it wouldn't go through so she used the guy behind us' birthday. Then Mat caught a pet dragon fly at the pool. It was cute...I guess...kinda gross.

Can I have some sugar, baby?

"Dude is it just me, or the weed, or a combination of the two, that that lounge chair looks like it's sittin' on 20's?"

CT scan with contrast tomorrow. Not the super convenient IV kind, the glue drinkable kind. Basically my favorite beverage ever, to go along with my favorite 'procedure' ever. Maybe they'll spike it this time.

gh;kjkjlk

Went to HDHR the other day, so fun. I'm glad Mimi and James came to save my life, but I'm proud of myself. I shot film for school while there and I'm really excited to see how it comes out.

I'm on the train right now coming back from SB, my car is in Santa Monica, this should be interesting. I'm excited for photo tomorrow.

Did way too much shopping this weekend, but I kind of needed new clothes after losing 50lbs. I feel it was justified.

I love internet tethering from le iphone.

ewdfawdsfewa

Finally went to the doctor today.
Bad call.
This has led to 5 more appointments, CT scans with contrast, Blood tests up the a-hole, pun intended, and on top of it all I still have bronchitis.

Spent the weekend in the Hospital, apparently I'm insane. A, duh.

On a lighter note, I liked school. I have a feeling the only class I will be attending is photo and I got all the darkroom hours and blew 150.00 on film and paper so peace out "life" because I think I found a new one. At least one that is from 8:50 am to 3:20 Monday through Friday. I am the only white kid at school. I like it. The having no friends, no one to keep up appearances for and I can finally focus on what I want to do, waste money and make stuff.

Went looking for an apartment yesterday, no luck. Tomorrow though.