well,

that was fun. Saw Paranormal Activity with Jake and Cole, sleepover, watched stuff on the Berrics, mainly every Butteryass Monday ever for 435423489years. Saw Hilary for the last time, HARD tomorrow!

oves.

Started packing today. got the 'SO GETTING YOUR BEER PONG TABLE TO SALT LAKE IS PRIORITY OVER YOUR BED' lecture today. I packed...some books, and DVDs. that's all. I guess I'm getting a bed (or more likely matresses) when I get there and yeah. woo I'm started to get excited. and HARD for HARD while still playing HARD to get, even if I am, very secretly, kind of over it. It's like that.

I watched the Oxycotin express last night, and I feel like those documentaries just inform people rather than scare them from doing the drug. I mean, I've already seen how Heroin destroys people, and I know everyone says this, but Xanax helps me get my shit done. I got more done today than in the past 3 weeks cause I actually took it as directed. I sat down., developed film PERFECTLY, cleaned, packed, got sorta motivated. I guess it's perscribed by a non-floridian doctor for a reason :/. Whatever, my brain is backwards, thank you Diabetes. But, I'm not gonna lie, Next time I'm in Florida, I'll probably pay a visit to a pain clinic for a refill on my Xanax. JBH.

my name is meg, you can call me han. i party through LA baby what chu gotta sayyy.

I got new snowboard pants yesterday. I'm a Youth Medium in the waist, but normal women's in the legs. problem. I got the Women's, now I either have to gain weight (ha, that worked last time) or wear 4 pairs of pants under. we good. But basically, I'm in love with them.

you mines.

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Best phone call of my life. I love my baby brothers more than anything.

More steez pleez <3

coral is windy

I got voted DD by default cause I can't drink for 4 more weeks (2 down...) and a random rex picture thrown in there. take by cole, kyle, zack, and I developed by yours truely.

leave me amor

so that my life can be happy so that my heart can be shining !

I'm in like.

godammit.

buffalo exchange tomorrow, maybe they'll take my entire closet? yeah. k. then I can afford one pair of pants? aww yeee. SB tomorrow night to get my pong table (can't move without that.) and hopefully my coffee table. probably shouldn't have burned that bridge until i got that back...

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I just realized that instead of trying to work things out with people I get them where it hurts. It's cause I've had all this built up anger towards anyone and everything for the past 20 years and if you set me off just a little It won't even have time to escalate. I will get you where it hurts, and burn bridges in the process. Which might be why I have no friends right now. This could have stemmed from all of those rumors, which by the way I am flattered people care enough about my weight to talk about it, but I'm done putting up with your bullshit, probably because you didn't have the balls or care enough to confront me about it in the first place. Talking about me was just too fun. This has no left me with acquaintances and one friend where I am going and nothing to come back to (except LA kids of course <3 and Mihmih), but this might be best. Good thing Rex is really good at spitting game.

Wow, I just sounded so dramatic. Definitely not me. I just felt like I should explain myself on my blog that no one reads.

Oh, and, I hate heroin.

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hi.

I'm excited to move.

Gabby has made me excited.

I love my baby brothers, we went and saw Adam and Carson play last night at Chain, so good. Everyone else that I knew their reminded me why I am leaving.

DOM TAKE OFFF YOUR BEANIEEE WOOOO

Going to KFC with Matt now cause I think he has an ulcer after that Angel's game..

jkn/kmk

I don't know.

I'm sick of people judging before they know shit.

Can't wait to move, I hope I didn't fuck things up.

My medium format film didn't turn out yesterday, pissed.

Should be packing or trying to find a car or something.

I am so fucking scared.

superemomeghan and her finest.

Get to see Shaun and Omahr and Drew tomorrow<3

Oh and sorry that I realized I needed one more out of control weekend in LA and took back the ticket you never came to pick up. I'm giving you 15 dollars worth of shit. chill your fucking balls.

kind of miss IV

rollin' 11 years deep with these kids <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGgfQeH5uF0OqeIiLdZjT_-ObcSsB0HAArEgv6Ik3yM-at8BsDW3Cy7bXiJ6DC3TZ9LcB74pj6pWLvG8lOJpxDmD8wNhcVPlKY9taR7rm4iJylF-02bJrLeDFubeqRTx5SGWy2tDw8LZcF/s1600-h/8927_139329262674_683002674_2626458_1989206_s-1.jpg">




Adam and Carson's first show...

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The SLC was fun. Got a new "house" that's more like a hole, or evil lair, a garage for a dark room and one of those job things. Moving in two weeks, pretty excited. And Mimi's already bought her ticket to come for Thanksgiving (: Now to develop all 347573489 rolls of film.

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I got a dark hut in my house (: I love it. More than anything.

Going to Salt Lake on Wed to find a job, and a house. I need to get my pong table back and my coffee table. This should be fun.

Ahh I'm excited to start over.

k going to play in the dark hut !