Best Impulse Decision I Have Ever Made

So last night until 6 this morning I was at Love Groove. Best Valentines day I have ever had. It was sooo much fun. Aside from the fact that the security lady made me throw away my insulin because it involved needles. I'm really heated about it, even though I didn't need to use it when we were there, thank God. I think I'm going to try and contact the person who set up the rave because If I went into a coma because I didn't have my insulin they'd be fucked, even if I can bring a doctor's note or get a really fucking cool diabetic bracelet so they know that my CLEAN needles arn't going to infect anyone with AIDS. They also threw away my birth control and my make up and my chapstick. I really don't understand how you can get massive amount of drugs into a rave, but not my life saving insulin shot thing. Fuck. Okay I'm going to try and get over it...but that was about 200 dollars worth of medication and 30 dollars worth of makeup. Oh and my phone got stolen, which is always good. But Omahr had an extra phone in his car, so I now have one, just minus the sim card. And it's way fucking retro, which will be a nice change from my blackberry (: But all in all, last night was so worth it. 8 Valentines, 32849123858947392 people on drugs, and good music. I just wish Mimi came. And taking my prozac for once (cause I never take that shit, even though it helps with the anxiety. And for the record, It's not prescribed to me for depression) and my xanax after was the most brilliant idea I have ever had. I feel normal, not depressed, just realllly hung over. 

Oh and I am officially a pedofile, but mission accomplished (:

I hate indoor raves. But dgafs.

And we got pulled over on the way back to SB, but it could have been sooooooo much worse than it was. Considering we all had black eyes. 

K so enough about my double life...

I didn't shoot my contest or editorial piece for class. Normally I would really hate myself for not doing it, but I tried to do everything possible to find a contest, and then I did, but it was at Mt. High and Mimi was going to drive me because I can't drive with my broken foot. Then it ended up snowing and Mimi has never been in the snow and doesn't own chains. So then I tried to do a few picture stories on this San Diego skate trip I went on, but all the pictures were of us smoking, eating, skating, driving over and over, so they all look the same. But I'm proud of myself for putting in that much effort to try and make it work even though it didn't. I am improving !

I can now intern from the end of April until September ! That is, if school lets me intern for 2 sessions, I just don't want to pay 5g's every 2 months to take classes I have no interest in. I'd rather pay to work and stare at sugar daddies all day and take head shots of baby boys I have been in love with since day 1. ha. I really need to work on my portraiture skills !

I am still slowly seeing my work improve. I just need to practice with my focusing. I have it down for the most part, but it could be improved.

I'm kind of excited to start working again when I take next session off. I'm so over broken bones...

This post was way too long. 

The end !