I think the medication I am on is finally the right dosage, but I still don't know how I feel about it. I feel like I have become less intuitive and am finding it harder to relate to other people's feelings or sympathize. For example, today Mimi's mixer died and she was sad and I had no idea what to do besides give her a hug. I didn't know what to say or do, and I feel like I've had similar situations in the past and have been able to relate more in the moment. But all in all I am a lot less anxious and I guess that's what it's for :/. But fuck.
I went to IV to help Vinny prepare for his date (: and just hanging out with my best friend while he's sober reminds me why he is my best friend and love him so much. Because the good definitely outweighs the bad, although no one seems to see it but me. 4 years strong...can't stop now. Or ever. And I am pretty high on life because of it.
typical.
typical. 
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