in Santa Barbara

I just realized how over school I am. Even though I am currently getting school credit for my amazing internship, I never want to go back. I love photo, but school has never been for me. I don't know if it's because of my sickness in high school and independent study and I never had to go to school, or if it's my performance anxiety, or if it's my ADD, or if I've always felt being street smart is more important than being book smart and it interferes with my desire to go to school. I have learned so much at Brooks and I wouldn't be able to do all that I am asked to do at Snowboarder without everything I have learned, but..I don't want to go back to school. It's not the people, I just can't sit in a classroom and take things seriously. Which apparently brings me back to my ADD and performance anxiety.

Let the panic attack begin.

I'm such a burden on my family.

I went to the doctor the other day and it was the first time he had seen me since my dramatic weight loss. I went from 158 to 127. 1lb away from before I got sick, which was my original goal when I found out I had diabetes. He said that in his 20 years of practice he has only seen this happen to 2 other type 2 diabetics in a short amount of time (5 weeks), only I am a rare case because I had a broken foot when I began to melt and spent all my time in bed. Gold star for me. I guess, even though I spent that time drinking soda and eating Panda everyday. Thank you insulin.

Dance was a lot of fun, aside from attracting baby boys that are younger than my brother. Omahr, Miles, and Brandon showing up at Snowboarder the other day just to say hi made my life (:

Happy Birthday Dyl <3

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friends are family <3