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Woke up at 330 today. That's early for me considering the past few weeks. Put off getting my blood work done, again, and dodged another doctor's appointment, again. I really don't see the point. But nothing is for sure, only that I am a drug addict :D and I am avoiding answers at all costs. Because I'm afraid they're not what I want to hear, and I don't even know what I want to hear. So for now I am still going to push you all away. Cause I don't trust you. Or me.

My dad is finally going to pay for me to move to LA. Studio by myself, with my doggie. But something tells me James and Omahr will be moving in and taking over my studio and becoming Rex's male influences. Whatever, as long as James walks Rex while I'm at school he can crash. And Omahr is just there. All I need <3, Rex that is. Then Mammoth in December (hopefully, looking on the bright side, no where else I'd rather be) taking your family photos with Wolly, flask in hand.

Now waiting for Omahr to come get me for Electric Summer, I don't know when I'll be home. Sometime before Saturday, but then going to LA to find a place. School starts on Monday, then I'm officially fucked.

byebye.