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my stomach started to hurt again today, so I haven't done anything but kinda walk Rex twice. And eat pain meds.

I like laffy taffy. and Mucho Mango.

Super content right now. I'm excited for Mimi to come.

I'm thinking about shooting strictly in film this season. I need to find people that want glamour shots by Meghan, while on shred sticks, but until then I just want to use film if people let me tag along. Wow I look and assume way too far into the future. No expectations starting riiiight NEOW.

I really like it here. I'm glad Rex is here. I miss MacK though.

I really need to make this work, I am afraid of failure and success. No more self sabotage. I hope.

I broke my glasses, therefore I am blind. And somehow need to get them fixed soon so I can have my second set of eyes.

I hope I'm not annoying, I know it's annoying to think you're annoying though.

It's hard for me to not be overly nice and get taken advantage of. I am just being myself, but myself comes off as overly desperate, weather it be for friends or attention from the opposite sex. I'm just nice. Don't walk on me. I've gotten better, but when it comes down to it, I will pick you up at the bar in the middle of the night even if you just want to go home, because I hate being anywhere and just wanting to go home. Worst feeling. Doesn't matter if I've known you for 20 years or two days. k? k.

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