wha wha what would you do? Yes, like the nickalodeon show.
It would be good, but what if it doesn't work? It works really well for 10% of people, fails misserably for 10% and it pretty good for 80. But what if it works so well I don't feel pain that's not related to my pancreas and say, had another kidney infection or appendicitis? Basically what I learned today is that in the end pancreadic cancer will be my demise, just a matter of time. My doctor lost his voice but somehow managed to gain it back when he stated FROM THIS POINT ON YOU ARE TO NEVER SMOKE OR DRINK AGAIN. I KNOW ITS HARD CAUSE YOU'RE 20, AND HAVE BEEN, AND THOUGHT YOU WERE FINE, BUT IT WILL JUST SPEED THIS THING UP 100%. But I've always been a believer in the 'quality not quantity' way of life. I'll drink on special occasions, meaning my 21st birthday, cause I'm pretty sure that's the only occasion special enough. I'd rather have a lot of fun and live a shorter life, cause I am not giving this beast of a disease to my children so I won't have anything to live for. But for now, my 21st is the only occasion I will be sloshed then it's oduells from there on out..
I love how this blog turned into me whining. here's a photo!
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