no job, suspended licence, ticket, broken hand/thumb, broke, no insurance, in pain, and out of xanax.
But I can still ride for free (: And I don't have a broken leg, and I got out of a DUI last night. I feel like my luck has been too good this week that I will probably die by the end of the week. Hopefully in a freak accident.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
dhsfj
two people in one day?
stop dying now, k thanks. I was supposed to be first. I guess this is why I have Xanax.
Back in Salt Lake. Ski Pass-less, but with a ticket scanning friend. Win? No job. Lose. I just want to make my dad happy but I don't even know what I want, or where I want to be. Well, I know I want to be here, but I don't want to work, which is stupid to say because I know no one wants to work, but I have no motivation, by the time I am able to afford a pass again, even though I guess I don't need one, the season will be over. But if I don't need a pass, where's the initiative to work? My dad should be motivation enough. Maybe I do need to be put back on that shit. That's embarrassing, I said it. Whatever this blog is supposed to be theraputic for me, live, laugh, dgaf. I don't qualify for any job above a bagger at a grocery store anyways. Goodbye pride.
Now back to contacting lawyers. Hope this works so I can fund Omahr's Partying and Mimi's DJing and my dad and brother's future. Worth a try, they ruined my life (or made it worth while) why not ruin theirs?
a milli. or 15.
stop dying now, k thanks. I was supposed to be first. I guess this is why I have Xanax.
Back in Salt Lake. Ski Pass-less, but with a ticket scanning friend. Win? No job. Lose. I just want to make my dad happy but I don't even know what I want, or where I want to be. Well, I know I want to be here, but I don't want to work, which is stupid to say because I know no one wants to work, but I have no motivation, by the time I am able to afford a pass again, even though I guess I don't need one, the season will be over. But if I don't need a pass, where's the initiative to work? My dad should be motivation enough. Maybe I do need to be put back on that shit. That's embarrassing, I said it. Whatever this blog is supposed to be theraputic for me, live, laugh, dgaf. I don't qualify for any job above a bagger at a grocery store anyways. Goodbye pride.
Now back to contacting lawyers. Hope this works so I can fund Omahr's Partying and Mimi's DJing and my dad and brother's future. Worth a try, they ruined my life (or made it worth while) why not ruin theirs?
a milli. or 15.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
this weekend
I needed this. I have pretty much slept for two days straight and ate 10 waffles. Too sick to drive back to Salt Lake today, so I'm going back tomorrow.
Apparently I can freestyle. Thank you Adam and Carson for showing the way.
Yay for shady palm tree day, and working for my dad with Omahr for a jar of change. And selling seats in my car.
Apparently I can freestyle. Thank you Adam and Carson for showing the way.
Yay for shady palm tree day, and working for my dad with Omahr for a jar of change. And selling seats in my car.
Monday, February 8, 2010
fdjgkdjkls
So I'm in Santa Barbara visiting Mimi. I was missing school until I was reminded how much shit everyone talks on everyone elses work. I talk my fair share of shit, but I feel like that's all anyone talks about here. Why do you care about other peoples work, and if you're going to sit up on your high horse then you should probably quit school, cause you're THAT good. God Fucking dammit. NO ONE CARES QUIT BEING SO INSECURE. Worry about yourself and the photographs you're producing, because that's why you're here. Makes me glad I already got what I wanted out of this school, burned bridges I regret burning, and got me to be the dying low life that I am today. At least I'm happy.
Last night was fun (: We met up with John and Scott and got drinks, played at the hospital, then came home and built a fort. Second grade style. With chairs and books to hold down the blankets. And cuddle puddled. I like them a lot. Especially cause they waited for me at the hospital.
I don't think I've ever been so excited for Dance...but Dance tomorrow !
I'm really excited to see Vinny on Wednesday, go to taco Wednesday, have a sleepover then go to San Diego for Klay Foo's 21st (:
Playing with Omahr and James this weekend, and hopefully Love Groove (:
Why does my brother have to be in Montana all week? Why does he have to have a wealthy girlfriend whose parents fly him everywhere, especially whenever I want to see him? I don't like this, but I'm excited to see the baby brothers this week <3
this post was annoying, all apologies.
Last night was fun (: We met up with John and Scott and got drinks, played at the hospital, then came home and built a fort. Second grade style. With chairs and books to hold down the blankets. And cuddle puddled. I like them a lot. Especially cause they waited for me at the hospital. I don't think I've ever been so excited for Dance...but Dance tomorrow !
I'm really excited to see Vinny on Wednesday, go to taco Wednesday, have a sleepover then go to San Diego for Klay Foo's 21st (:
Playing with Omahr and James this weekend, and hopefully Love Groove (:
Why does my brother have to be in Montana all week? Why does he have to have a wealthy girlfriend whose parents fly him everywhere, especially whenever I want to see him? I don't like this, but I'm excited to see the baby brothers this week <3
this post was annoying, all apologies.
Hdjejdj
So I am in the sb hospital becUse the Parmacy wo t fill controlled substance perscriptions from out of state. I am glad to be home, I was having a tough time and feeling a little lost and stuck in Salt lake. A little lonely, or a lot lonely and the fact that my dad let me come home without hesitation was nice. I needed to prove to myself that once I get that down home will always be here, even if I'm not. I am so happy to be here, with my best friends and being home is making me feel better about my decisions. I am Looking forward to being back in the SLC but a week or ten days in socal is just what I needed. I am so happy to be able to see Mimi James and Omahr, I have missed them so much. I love my dad for being so understanding and there for me no matter what, I don't deserve as good of a parent as he is. Truely the most amazing person I have ever met, and being home has made me realize I really want to make him proud, een if that means getting a job at a grocery store inorder to pay my rent. That us now my top priority, before excelling in snowboarding. I want to grow up and make him proud and I will find a way to mAke my "dreams" come true and make him proud.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
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