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two people in one day?

stop dying now, k thanks. I was supposed to be first. I guess this is why I have Xanax.



Back in Salt Lake. Ski Pass-less, but with a ticket scanning friend. Win? No job. Lose. I just want to make my dad happy but I don't even know what I want, or where I want to be. Well, I know I want to be here, but I don't want to work, which is stupid to say because I know no one wants to work, but I have no motivation, by the time I am able to afford a pass again, even though I guess I don't need one, the season will be over. But if I don't need a pass, where's the initiative to work? My dad should be motivation enough. Maybe I do need to be put back on that shit. That's embarrassing, I said it. Whatever this blog is supposed to  be theraputic for me, live, laugh, dgaf. I don't qualify for any job above a bagger at a grocery store anyways. Goodbye pride.

Now back to contacting lawyers. Hope this works so I can fund Omahr's Partying and Mimi's DJing and my dad and brother's future. Worth a try, they ruined my life (or made it worth while) why not ruin theirs?

a milli. or 15.